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Triste.
Sad.
That's what I've been feeling the past few days. Sad. Tired. Lost.
I know I promised my lovely readers (and myself) that I would try as much as possible to keep "drama" posts out of this blog but I feel the need to reach out to you guys in this time of "need". Plus I think I owe you lovely people an explanation on why I keep disappearing...
To be perfectly honest, I have so many posts for this blog. Tons of product reviews, a couple of tutorials and some feature posts but I haven't had the motivation to put out posts. If you know me personally, you'll already know that I hate to have to post half-baked posts with no heart put into it. That's the reason why I've been holding off for so long. I feel uninspired and tired most of the time. I've been thinking so much lately of what I really want to do with my life.
I'm 21 years old and I have no clue on what I really want to do. I have plans but that's all. Just plans... Some have been put into action like the fact I have my requirements ready for the IV training I'll be having by the end of this month alongside several photo shoots where I'll be working as a freelance makeup artist (and I'll be getting paid!).
Yet there are other plans that have remained just plans... I won't even mention those on this post anymore because it's too far fetched to even happen. Maybe some time in the near future. For now they'll remain in the inner most portion of my heart. *drama*
*sigh*
Enough of this moping around though. Tomorrow I'll try to do better. I'll make it up to you guys by posting a couple (dozen,just kidding!) drafts that'll be finished by tomorrow. Watch out for it?
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EDIT 08-16-12
Thank you to everyone who commented on this post, who messaged me on my FB account and FB page, who sent me DMs on Twitter, who left me messages at my Tumblr Ask, who texted and/or called me telling me they've been where I am, or are with me at this stage in life. It means so much to me to get encouragement to "just keep swimming". I love you guys!
